doodle

When I was a kid, I forgot what I exactly wanted to be. All i remembered was play with friends without thinking of my future. Things are different when you grow up becoming a man. A man should carry his burden in his shoulder. A man should get things done by himself. A man should take no advantage from anything. It sucks.....

Being a man who grows up is terryfing. I've never expected to be adult. I wish I always could be a kid who carry my stroller wherever I go and whatever I want. As long as I ignore myself, I feel pathetic. I feel like a man who needs help. I feel like useles. Does anybody feel the same like me?

Thank god I have a blog.
I can share anything I want here.

It's hard to believe in someone.

I tried to accept my fate being a man. Why should I be a man if I always be commanded? Can I just take my own way without minding who you are?

Lately, I've figured what I really want in this life. I am 22 years old, and I don't think it's too late to reach my dream. As far as I can run, I'll try to do it whatever it takes. But, What if someone drag you down? should I just quit it?

Is money really empowering our life? I am young and reckless, I am still naive and I don't think about what I can be in the future because I am not kinda person.

What if I couldn't reach my passion? should I just give up and surrender to the mission?
Going work at 5 am then Coming home at 5 pm? regularly doing that shit everyday?
Come on. It sucks.

I've repeatedly seen some kind of guy. I saw him on train at 5 am with his shinny face, but his shinny face will turn to be dark at 5 pm.